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WHO IS
KEVIN P. DONALDSON?
Surviving post traumatic stress and multiple suicide attempts, Kevin P. Donaldson found resiliency in the embrace of his trauma. Retiring from the police department in New Jersey in 2014 after being involved in a shooting during a domestic incident, Kevin struggled to find peace inside his own chaotic mind dealing with feelings that were foreign and new while fighting through the difficulties that life threw his way.
Kevin now Chronicles his struggles by speaking out and destigmatizing mental health to find resiliency in facing suffering head-on by showing that there is a way to find your smile once again. Find Kevin's work and dedication to face the truth as the host of The Suffering Podcast.
His work now includes his dedication to repaying the assistance that was given during his most trying of times as the co-founder and President of the Non-Profit organization The Suffering Podcast's Dented Development Project which helps repair dents caused by Suffering in those who have overcome adversity. In 2022, Kevin was honored by being named to Who's Who in America.
In 2024, Kevin went up against 20 criminals in a debate to defend the profession that he loves and almost gave his life in the viral 1 Cop Vs 20 Criminals by Jubilee Media. At times contentious but ultimately many issues are often a miscommunication between both parties.
In 2024, Kevin partnered with Sherrie Allsup who is a sexual assault and trauma survivor and expert providing trauma-informed training to law enforcement that is engaging and efficient.
Together they deliver a power and engaging presentation for law enforcement on dealing with some of the rigors of police work from sexual assault to mental health
In 2022, Kevin was a guest on Soft White Underbelly detailing his story which led to being one of the creator Mark Laita's favorite interviews on his channel as mentioned on "The Joe Rogan Experience".
In 2025, Kevin returned to the
Soft White Underbelly for a second interview to discuss the long lasting effects of Police Suicide and the epidemic that has grown out of control. By speaking out, one day we can try to make a dent into this growing issue.
Kevin writes for a variety of periodicals and has been a former Executive Contributor for Rich Man Magazine, Rich Woman Magazine, and Sovereign Global Magazine highlighting stories on a variety of topics and individual.
In 2024, Kevin is co-authored the groundbreaking book Man You Are Crazy, a book with Detective Chris Anderson chronicling his journey into and out of the darkness exploring Mental Health in the Police world. Man You Are Crazy quickly became a #1 Best Seller on Amazon.
Kevin was featured in the breakout documentary "See Through The Darkness”, a powerful documentary by Frank Panico of “Xs In The Sky Films” and is a heartfelt work with a focus on Suicide Prevention & Survival in Law Enforcement and Military. This is an all too frequent event. Coming September 10th 2025
Coming in 2026, Kevin teamed up with Sherrie Allsup and Dr. Dorothy Novitskie to begin the journey of smashing the stigma behind Child Sexual Abuse in the Groundbreaking new book "A Life Unfolding: Carrying the Secrets of Child Sexual Abuse". The heartfelt project will change minds and change the game. Look for this project coming to Amazon and Bookstores near you.
An Inspiring Motivational Speaker, Kevin P. Donaldson is known for transforming the lives of audiences. His talks are attended by people of all ages and backgrounds. Kevin's approach toward finding success and healing is approached by embracing your pain and running towards it head on.
"There is always hope, you maybe scared, maybe scarred,
but you will make it through and ultimately you will be alive"
Kevin P. Donaldson
An Open Letter for The New Year
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History
"Ace" was a common nickname for my brother Mike Failace. His first public social media name was "Dented Ace". While he was alive (not just in our Hearts) Mike and I would often talk about having our own brand of Coffee. How many times have we spoken to each other or another first responder over coffee just to give them a little peace.
Mike Failace, My Brother
In the early hours of May 9th, 2024, Mike Failace sadly took his life. His demons caught up to him leaving the rest of us to absorb his pain. Celebrate his life by repeating the mantra "Not Today!" This epidemic of suicide has to come to an end.
"When your walking in that dark place, keep walking"
Mike Failace
MAN YOU ARE CRAZY
PUBLISHED ARTICLES
CHECK OUT BOOKS WRITTEN BY KEVIN P. DONALDSON
PUBLISHED BOOKS
Man You Are Crazy
By
Christopher Anderson
Kevin P. Donaldson
Now a #1 Best Seller
In the riveting and eye-opening book, "Man, You Are Crazy," Detective Christopher Anderson and retired police officer Kevin P. Donaldson join forces to confront the silent epidemic of mental health challenges within the law enforcement community, focusing particularly on the often overlooked experiences of men in the field. Drawing from their own compelling stories and professional backgrounds, Anderson and Donaldson shed light on the harsh realities faced by first responders, aiming to destigmatize mental health and initiate a crucial conversation within the ranks.
Good memories never grow old and good people that were their cause never fade away. The lucky few of us are stuck with brilliant blessings having people enter our lives that are of great importance. These great people are our models and archetypes that mold us into the human beings that we are today. It is often tragic when we do not see their value until it is too late. The choice that we make is to recognize who those faces are while they are still around. Very seldom does anyone have the honor to know a great and kind soul. Those who do meet such a person should consider themselves lucky to just be in their presence, if only for the briefest of time. These are the people that make our lives better and worth living. They mean so much to us that a standard is created, either real or mythical, to live up to as the pinnacle of value, truth, and all that is good.
Frank H. Blanck Jr. was an Aviation Machinist Mate 3rd class Navy man who perished on May 14th, 1942. His plane, carrying four other souls crashed into Mt. Rose in Washington State killing all aboard. This book is a collection of his letters sent home to his Dear Sister Sara. Read the progression from an bright eyed optimistist to a man weary of wartime service.
Cre8tive Con
Contributor
Kevin P. Donaldson
Now a #1 Best Seller
The Cre8tive Con Anthology, Volume One, is a celebration of the diverse journeys of creative entrepreneurs in the realms of podcasting, publishing, production, and public speaking. This anthology serves as inspiration and guidance for aspiring individuals navigating the dynamic landscape of creative entrepreneurship.
Within its pages, readers embark on a transformative exploration, exploring the unique experiences and invaluable insights shared by experts who have forged their paths in these vibrant industries. Each contribution offers a unique narrative, weaving together personal anecdotes, professional wisdom, and practical advice, illuminating the highs, lows, and pivotal moments encountered along the entrepreneurial journey.
WHERE'S KEVIN NEXT
| Date | Project | Location | |
|---|---|---|---|
| February 2-3, 2026 | Crater Criminal Justice Training Center | Greer, SC | Speaker |
| February 16th | Captainese Podcast | Virtual | Guest |
| February 21st, 2026 | Corporal Oldrati Fundraiser | Mantua, NJ | Guest |
| March 24th, 2026 | Seton Hall University | Orange, NJ | Lecturer |
| April 20, 2026 | TBA | Virginia | Speaker |
| June 16th 2026 | LaFoursche Parish Sherrifs Dept. | Thibidoux, LA | Speaker |
| July 11th, 2026 | Bleeding Blue Mental Health Conference | Miami, FL | Speaker |
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Kevin P. Donaldson has been a key note speaker at universities, conferences, and events. He has been interviewed on many different channels including The Soft White Underbelly. Now as an executive contributor so several Magazines, Kevin highlights amazing people and subjects in his published articles.
He is also the founder and host of "The Suffering Podcast" A podcast dedicated in delivering a simple message
of finding "Success through Suffering"
Say goodbye to your fears and obstacles – they are just obstacles that lie in the way to a fulfilled life.
Through the telling of our stories we will work to identify obstacles and leave them far behind.
If you wish to book Kevin P. Donaldson for speaking engagements or guest interviews click on the link below to contact. Your request will be answered within 48 Hours of submittal.
INTERVIEWS
Here is are some of the memorable interviews that Kevin P. Donaldson has given.
MASTERING LIFE
Difficult Conversations
I Don't Want To Live Like This
Roll The Dice
As Real As It Gets
Face Your Pain
We spend our lives trying to run away from the pain. Anesthetizing the hurt and damage that life throws our way. Running away from the inevitability that our trauma will eventually consume our souls.
Years ago I read a book on surviving worst case scenarios. One of them that stands out is how to survive a Prairie fire. Our human instincts tells us to run away from danger. So if a fire is coming your way and you see it, it’s human nature to try and escape. If you attempt to run away from a Prairie fire, it will grow until it ultimately consumes you. Surviving a Prairie fire asks the individual to be counterintuitive towards millions of years of instinctual evolution. The proper way to survive is to run towards that Prairie fire directly into the face of danger. You will get through the other side a little scarred, a little charred, but ultimately you will be alive.
We must think of attacking our own pain and suffering in the same manner as surviving a Prairie fire. Embracing your pain and running towards it facing it head on will shorten the duration of the pain. You will be scarred, and you will be charred, but you will be alive. To be alive means that there is always hope.
-Kevin P. Donaldson
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TESTIMONIALS
Hear the testaments from some of Kevin's Supporters!
Founder & CEO
Bella Dama Cigars, LLC
"Kevin is an extremely talented consummate professional that consistently exceeds all expectations. His selfless dedication, drive and kindness are unparalleled. He epitomizes what all human beings should aspire to be. Kevin is a true inspiration."s.
Author, Speaker
"Kevin is an incredible listener and provides a safe, non-judgmental space for someone to share their traumas."
Retired Police Officer
Founder and CEO of Team APC
"Amazing knowledge and experience with a great touch of motivation."
Actress/Comedienne
Creator of "Divorce Diaries"
"Kevin is an articulate writer, podcast host, and a genuine human that I will work with over and over again. He has a great outlook on life and comes to the project excited, punctual, and eager to collab with people that want to make a difference with their craft and story."
Mike Failace
In Memorium 1966-2024
Retired Police Office, Podcaster
"Knowing Kevin for 25 years or so, it's no shock to me that he wrote a book. He has been through some trauma and I know his mindset is his trauma will help other people. As his co host on The Suffering Podcast, I often marvel at Kevin's knowledge and recall. I'm not sure if I love to hate him or hate to love him, but Kevin is one of the hardest working, most driven people I know. I'm quite sure he put his everything into this book and it will be a great read. I am proud to call him a friend. (Please don't tell him I said any of that)"
Producer
Founder of ANJ Media
"Working with Kevin is great! He is always early for events and is a powerful speaker."
Former Police Officer
Director of Marketing & Advertising for The Suffering Podcast
Board Member of FACE
"Nothing but the highest review here for Kevin. He is a true professional, from his podcast, speaking, and writing; all the way to his guest engagement. Kevin is top notch. His captivating personality and style shines through whatever medium he is on, whether it be audio, video, or the written/spoken word. A remarkable and insightful man, with an equally remarkable story."
Former Police Officer
Alternative Healing Advocate
"Kevin is the epitome of the type of guy that will give the shirt off his back to help a total stranger in need."






































































































































































































































































